'Cause I'm not coming back,
I'm closing the door.
SHERYL.
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Tuesday, May 27, 2008, 11:24 PM
You know what? I'm too young to worry about all these. My future, financial stuff. And I made a stupid wrong choice, and it's gonna cost me a year of my life. And guess what, I get scolded for it too. WHAT THE HELL. For realising a mistake early on, I get scolded. Oh yay. The joy of it all. I don't want to worry about money issues when I'm only 17. It's just &$@)()!_)@! AND SCREW ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK I'M RICH, 'CAUSE I AM NOT. I wish I were. Then I wouldn't have to worry about university fees and all that shit. Other people are worrying about their studies, and I have to worry about my studies AND my fees. Double the stress, makes me short tempered. And being short tempered means trival matters get on my nerves. It's not as if I can help it. Sometimes I just wanna smash some glass, or strangle someone. Yeah it's sadistic, but guess what? I get satisfaction from it. Yeah I feel happy watching things/people suffer. Maybe that's just my way of venting my anger and frustration. *shrug*
Everyone has their ways, and their days.