It's over.

i din wan her to know why i was angry at her cause i dun see the need to explain. and i dont want to explain. if she knows there would definitely be questions. and since she thinks im hurting her. i might as well just admit that im in the wrong by writing that ITS ALL MY FAULT letter. i think that should solve the problem.

So you like to get angry at people and not letting them know the reason? Well fine. I can't say much. I didn't say that YOU were hurting me. You inferred that, didn't you? That was just a crap reply to Peiyi's tag. As if what you did would hurt me, I'd seen far worse than what you've done.

So you think a measly letter will appease me? Guess what? THINK AGAIN. Even without Zaki's info, I know that letter was crap. It totally had no link whatsoever. You like making yourself the victim eh? Tsk, I wonder how you'll get along in this world. JUST FINE, I assume.

Yeah I know you're angry with me. As if I don't. Seriously, I don't get it. Since you say that I have no right to be angry when I didn't confront you, so I'm confronting you now.

So you say you don't want to talk to me, even deleted me off your MSN contact list, HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO CONFRONT YOU? Even the letter wasn't passed to me by you, you asked PEIYI to pass it. See the sincerity in that? Well, I don't. That letter is currently lying in shreds at the bottom of my rubbish bin. I was planning to keep this small and under wraps by writing a reply letter. I was halfway done when you posted that. But now, I've changed my mind.

OH. I DID ask Zaki to hang up, before I answered your call. Too bad if he didn't hear it. I thought he did, when I told you he hung up. So when you hung up, I was surprised to see him still there.

If he didn't make the matter big, I WILL. So no difference if it's made big now or later. It will still be blown out of proportion.

So you say you don't know why we're in this state now, well obviously that is such a lie. You don't get angry with no one for no reason. I guessed one of the reasons right, and that's the only one that I can think of. When Zaki told me the rest, they were all so fake. Your inferences are so wrong. I wonder how you did for your SBQ.

You say I go for basketball sessions because I want to blend in. Yeah right. Do you know how long I've liked basketball?! SINCE KINDERGARTEN. Yeah, since then I already knew there was such a sport. What more can I say? Those TRUE friends I have know I love basketball for basketball, and not 'I play basketball to be popular'.

About the goat picture. HAVE YOU NOT SEEN THE 'HI I AM AN ICON' icon that I posted long before the "BAH" joke? I already said when I posted that icon that it reminded me of Kyaw. I specifically remember Kaili tagging on my blog about it. ~~And now you turn around and say I'm trying to blend in when the joke was between you, Kaili, Maurice and Kyaw?!~~ [misunderstanding] UM HELLO? Trying to blend in, indeed.

Oh please. Don't exaggerate things. I did NOT try THAT hard to salvage this friendship. All I did was say sorry. If you think saying sorry = trying very hard, then I have nothing to say. Since you were the one who started saying stuff behind my back and started distancing yourself from me, I don't understand why I even TRIED to salvage this friendship.

Call me desperate, call me pathetic, call me whatever you want. I don't give a damn anymore. Those who believe whatever you say don't know me then, and they don't deserve to be called my true friends.

You say I have no friends? So what. Quality over quantity. Ever heard of it? I'm sure you have. Despite the so-called "few" friends I have, I know I can trust them. What about you? I thought you knew me. Apparently you don't. And I won't bother to elaborate. You don't even know the BASICS. I NEVER try to blend in, but if you want to say that I do, fine whatever. I don't care. Let the people see for themselves.

END OF MY STORY.

EDIT: Whoever reads this hates me for it, too bad. It won't affect me in the least, cos I don't give a fuck of what you think of me. THIS IS ME AND FOREVER WILL BE ME.

EDIT2: SETTLED AND OVER WITH.