'Cause I'm not coming back,
I'm closing the door.
SHERYL.
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007, 7:13 PM
4/1 rocks in one way, yet sucks in another. There're so many problems going on in my life. Then again, I'm not the only one going through all this. O levels are coming. Friendships are strained. My temper is stretched. ______________________________.Why do I put up such a strong facade when all I want to do is cry in someone's arms.
EMO, EMO, and more EMO. For some reason, I can't find a confidant. Locked so deep and for so long. I seriously want to torture myself.
I wanted to vent anger at the bball court even with my aching arm. But no one wanted to play. And, in the end, it's still kept inside.
I'm numb, far too numb. Even when I want to open up and let myself bleed, I find it too impossible. I'm numb to pain, emotional and some sort of physical. Maybe cos I grew up this way..