It's over.

I have to state this. I NEVER said I was in the right and you were in the wrong. I also NEVER said that I was wrong and you were right. Me, myself and I am fighting for what I THINK is right, but might not be right to you.

Do you know how defeating it is to say sorry to you? But I said it anyway, cos it was the right thing to do, and I will not let myself be accused of being rude. I know you, Yuanting, have read my blog and probably MIGHT come visit again. SO this post is FOR you if you DO happen to come by.

I am sorry for reading your msgs after that once. And I KNOW I'm in the wrong for that case. BUT, you assume that I'm jealous of you when I AM NOT. Please do NOT assume things that you have ABSOLUTELY nothing to base it on. Also, you said I might be jealous of the things you've got. But what do you have? Money? Guys? Friends? What? State it and maybe I'll admit to the fact that I'm jealous of you. Just maybe.

I know I was harsh in my reply letter, but you can't blame me. What you wrote to WSHKY pissed me off very badly, and you can't blame a person who wrote such a harsh letter in a fit of anger. If you want to continue believing that I purposely wrote such a harsh letter to you, I have nothing to say. I won't deny that I'm mean. I'm a straightforward person, I say what's on my mind (most of the time) but does that make me a bad person? You tell me. If people hate me because of my character, I have nothing to say. It's their opinion, I can't change it. So? I won't just change my character just because of some people whose views clash with mine. That isn't me and never will be me, so don't expect me to change. I will forever be me.

Oh, and about Roy, I never said that you knew him from friendster. I just heard some stuff about you knowing him from friendster. I don't know how that came about and I really, honestly don't care. I don't really care much about him. If he wants to come and scold me, let him. I have my stand, he has his.

You all may think that I’m too good to bully… But you all are wrong.. It’s just tt don’t voice it out, but don’t try me…

Do you really think you're all good and holy? Cos I really don't think so. Don't make yourself sound so nice and all. It's frankly rather disgusting.

If you want to say my secrets out, go ahead. The one you told Huixian was totally false so why should I feel threatened by it? I can just say what really happened and see who believes me. Those who don't either 1) don't know me well enough or 2) don't know me at all. Also I know you called me a flirt, and what makes you feel that I'm one. State your points. I find you a flirt too and I can list it out. But maybe just not here, cos it's really quite.. mean. So if you want me to list it out for you, I'll tell you why, but face to face.

If you want to 'scold' me on Monday, why didn't you tell me? Why did you tell Huixian? Maybe cos I wasn't in class? Fine, but you could have told me after maths ended, but you just left it at that and didn't do anything after that. I really don't know what to say about you. Anyway, I have had my say, and now I want to hear yours.