It's over.

I really can't stand this place called home. Everytime i return 'home', I get into a foul mood. Sometimes, I just wish for infinite money so that I can just not return 'home' and get scolded at, get nagged at, get glared at. I have to put up with all the bullying, all the incessant banging, the nagging, the blaring of the TV. Maybe, one day, I should just disappear. When I have the money...

I can't stand the extra 5th member of this 'family' and I can't stand the person they tell me to call my 'younger brother'. Grr. So I just eat 2 stinking seaweed chicken out of the 12 and I have to wash the plate. Fair, indeed. And I complain, and parent says," I don't want to bother in your this argument." Oh. THANK YOU. You said the last time I had to cook and wash for sibling, next time he'll cook and wash for me. So WHY CAN'T HE WASH THE PLATE. That'll be a super relaxed job. I have to wash the bowls, the cutlery AND a BIG FAT POT. He only has to wash like what? A tray, and a plate. And he complains. -.- Fair. Yeah. Who agrees, please raise your hand.

5th member. Can't stand looking at his face. Can't stand sharing the same breathing space as him. Can't stand the way he smiles or walks. Yes, I don't like him THAT much. If he never moved in, parents wouldn't be quarreling all the time because HE wouldn't have made female parent so.. 'mang zhang'. And he raises the tension up in this house till it can be felt. It's so thick you can cut it with a knife. And I'm right in the middle. Sibling doesn't care. 5th member DOESN'T EVEN KNOW. And parents are too busy quarreling. Left me to worry about this family. It's my nature. You can't just tell someone not to worry. Ooooh, I so want to bash something.

Especially with the stupid drumming sibling does. It's out of tune, has no tune and JUST FREAKING NOISE. And right now, I'm in an extremely foul mood and he's just making his stupid noise which he thinks is music, and I'm about ready to explode at everything around me. Can't stand it.

I want a MacBook. Maybe when I get one, I can leave this stupid house and sleep at MacDonald's or something. Free wireless internet. Woohoo. Enjoy the internet and stuff. Not a care in the world except maybe money. AH WTH. Off to shower. Maybe it'll cool me down or something.