'Cause I'm not coming back,
I'm closing the door.

SHERYL.
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Monday, May 01, 2006, 7:25 PM

A boy sits in his room, with unseen tears running down his face, not about to end any time soon. He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just s h a t t e r e d his heart into pieces.

Not too far away from that boy's home, sits a girl, all alone. With music blaring and tears not heard. Her head is down, actions speak louder than words. Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up, so misplaced. Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they will never end. She understands that things will never be the same. She takes out her notebook and a pen. Starting to write of anything that comes to mind, she tries not to think about the boy.. because the only pain worse then having your heart broken.. is breaking your own.

i HATE iT WHEN MY CELLPH0NE RiNGS
& Y0UR NAME D0ESN'T SH0W
i HATE iT WHEN i HEAR 0UR S0NG
iT KiLLS ME L0NG & SL0W
i HATE THE WAY Y0U STiLL SMiLE AT ME
EVEN TH0UGH SHE'S AT Y0UR SiDE
i HATE THE NiGHTS WHEN i'M ALL AL0NE
& ALL THE TiMES i CRiED
i HATE THE WAY Y0U SAY MY NAME
0R JUST THE WAY Y0U L00K
i HATE THE WAY i KN0W Y0U
H0W i CAN READ Y0U LiKE A B00K
i HATE THE WAY i D0N'T HATE Y0U
BECAUSE i STiLL L0VE Y0U S0
i HATE THE WAY Y0U'LL NEVER SEE
& THE WAY Y0U'LL NEVER KN0W..

& letter by letter, he types the sadness into her heart.

the worst part about being lied to,
is knowing you're not worth the truth.

and sometimes it's easier to say
you don't care instead of tryin to explain
every single reason why you do.

you think you just want to die
but in reality
you just want to be saved.

there is a thin line of wanting to die and wanting to be saved. ©sheryl

last night i had a dream that i went to the beach and fell in love
&& i woke up this morning and there was sand in my shoes and a seashell in my pocket.

and her friends don't understand her
she's like a question without answers
who feels like she's falling apart

always tell someone how you feel
mean what you say & say what you mean
even when its hard
bcos opportunities are lost in a blink of an eye
but regrets cann last a l i f e t i m e.

10 years from now
i won't remember who i went out with
the people we hated..
the reasons why we laughed so hard
&& all the memories.
but i will remember one thing.
you were my b e s t f r i e n d.

if you don’t understand my silence,
you’ll never understand my words...

the way I feel is not always how I seem.

i hate it when people ask me..
"are you okay" it just reminds me
that [[ i'm not ]]

he says he's happy, so i should be happy for him..
its hard getting over the good times, the memories..
she's in his world now, he has left me behind..
don't get me wrong, i enjoy being his best friend..
but there's a part of me, that hopes he's lying..

someone asked me where heaven was..
without thinking, i pointed to you <3

if you don't love me at my worse,
then you don't deserve me at my best.

this is where you and me mean nothing but a crossed out heart carved into a tree in my backyard.

its like writing your name on a foggy window
and slowly watching it fade away.