It's over.

AW MAN. Now watching "命中注定我愛你". Totally love Dylan man. If there was a guy like that in the world who likes me, I would totally fall for him man. He's like so sweet, understanding and all. XinYi should just totally be with him la. ARGH. I forever also like the supporting male character *shrug* Maybe 'cause they're forever sweeter, and the type I like? Hmm.

This is a totally random post.

Oh well. MY PW IS OVER! No more crap OP, or whatever thing I have to endure. Woot. Bwahahahaha. Back to watching my drama.

Well,

Saturday, November 01, 2008, 12:33 PM

I did read it.

And you know what? This is interesting. The same day you decided to give up and totally move on, so did I. Sorry if you think my words are meaningless. They meant something once. I'm not sure anymore. Actually, I thought I would feel hurt at what you were saying. But I don't feel anything anymore. Maybe I've just reverted back to my numb self. Sorry that whatever you've done, opened me up to, has no result. Maybe this is just my defense mechanism. I don't know.

I'm sorry for all the anger that you feel. I didn't mean to cause it. I guess I was angry too. Maybe one day we'll be best friends again. But, not now. When the memories are still there. Sorry.

Anyway, on a lighter note. I changed my phone today. :D W595 white. Pretty. XD
Busy day today. Dental at 9.30am. Visit to Singtel at AMKHub, tuition at 2pm, church, dinner, airport to send Dad off to Paris. Home. Tomorrow will be another one. PW at Riki's house. No idea what time yet. Have to work on the OP and the I&R. PW SUCKS. Lack of sleep. Monday OP. ARGH last bout of PW. MUST ENDURE. But it still sucks. So yeah. Anyway, off to pack clothes.. to ship over to Australia.

Quiz time.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 10:48 PM

I got tagged by Ryan. >_> And I'm typing this in between DOTA matches. My keyboard isn't as sensitive anymore. Wonder why. Hmm.

OH WELL.

Name 20 people you can think of right now:

1. RYAN CHIA
2. Si
3. Pup
4. Kyaw
5. Mau
6. KTH
7. KWL
8. Nick
9. Lim
10. Ben [FAT COW]
11. Jong
12. Zheng Jie
13. Devon
14. Ethel [FETHEL]
15. Tenissa
16. Alex Kho
17. Eunice
18. Junyi
19. Val
20. Reuben

How did you meet #4? Kyaw
School. MOOOOOOO! XD

What would you be if u never met #1? Ryan
No idea.

What if #9 and #20 dated? Lim, Reuben
THAT, would be funny. Freaking hilarious. Firstly, I doubt either are gay. Lim is forever either DOTA, Street fighter, or chio bu-s. HAHA. And Reuben is like permanantly horny, and has a scandal with *ahem*, so yeah.

Describe #3. Pup
DOGGGGIIIEEEEE. *woof* Short, black, sporty, funny, nice girl.

Is #8 attractive? Nick
I guess...????

Describe #7 Weilun
Hmmm, studious dude. Likes tennis, in tennis, plays basketball rather well too. Sporty dude. And forever over-dressed. XD

Do you know any of #12 family members? Zheng Jie
Nope, only know he got a sister named Rachel and a brother named Zheng Hui? I think.

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you? Junyi
GAH! Sure, she's my gf and all. But, this would be seriously messed up.

What language does #15 speak? Tenissa
English, and quite alot of her own language, and hokkien. With zao xia-ing in between. EHEHE.

Who is #9 going out with? Lim
HIMSELF. :D

How old is #16? Alex Kho
17. I think. I forgot his bday hehe oops.

When is the last time you spoke to #13? Devon
Today, dumb chinese intensive.

Who is #2's fav. band/singer? Si
She has ALOT! David Archuleta for one. Yes everyone squeal.

Would you ever date #4? Kyaw
Totally. But that's impossible. HAHAHAHA. He's a funny dude. Yup.

Would you date #1? Ryan
LOL.

Is #19 single? Val
Not sure. She won't tell me. Don't know so hush hush for what. Not as if I don't know who.

What is #10 last name? Fat COW
MOOOOO. HAHAH, no la, Ng.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? Jong
Er, no. No offense there.

School of #3? PUP
NP, School of Business.

Where does #6 live? KTH
AMK. Don't know the exact blk number but I know 88 goes there. LOL.

What is your favourite thing about #5? Mau
He declares himself Mr. Party Boy. HAHAHHA, no la. Hmmmm, he's cool. Yeah.

Would you think of killing #14? Ethel
Sure, to feed her fat to the dying people in Africa. LOLOLOL, nah. JK. I wouldn't.

Tag 5 people
Junyi
Val
Reuben
Weilun
Pup (DO AR!!!)

I PASSED!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 8:29 PM

AHAHAHA. I didn't get a single U grade. HAPPY HAPPY.

Maths - 74/100 A
Chem - 67/100 B
Phy - 64/100 B
Chinese - 61/100 B
GP - 52/100 D
Geog - 42/100 S

I'm damn happy with my GEOG!!!! AND GP!! XDD Super can't believe it la. Thought Geog would get like U, and GP get a S or something. XD I improved on everything from midyears. YAY. Hehehehe.

Now, hoping those who are on the retaining list, will miraculously be helped by the teachers. HEH.

Anxiety.

Saturday, October 18, 2008, 2:57 PM

Blah. Results coming out next Tuesday. Hmm.. My hope for A gone already. DAMNIT. Got a B for Chinese. >_> Back to wishing an A for Math. Quite.. hard. =/ With all my careless mistakes and all. ARGH. But a happy thing for me. I got top for Chem MCQ. 33/40 XD So cool. But won't get A I think. Ah well. Back to hoping and praying I guess.

Parents went overseas on Thursday. Thailand. I feel dumb worrying about them, something about flight crashes. Sometimes I think I worry about dumb, surreal stuff too much, imagining scenarios that happen like once in who knows how many incidences. And I just totally forgot what I wanted to blog about.

Oh yeah, the chalet rocked. So did the meeting with 4/1 clique. XD Alcohol, night cycling, BBQ, Taboo, cards. About 7 hours of sleep for 2 days. Woo. Took a long time to recover from that though. Heh. Now need to chiong PW and Chinese. Sucks man, after Promos still need to do 'A's ARGH. Oh well. 30 Oct - Chinese A's. Blah. Okay, I feel dumb. I really want that A for Chinese. BLEHHHH.

Off to continue re-reading Breaking Dawn.

Irritated.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008, 11:25 PM

Promos are over. FINALLY. Let's see, I shall just give an overview then. Skip if you want.

GP
Quite okay. Wrote the best essay I ever wrote, longest too. Compre wasn't too bad. Still on economics which I know nothing about, and prudence. But better than the economics and happiness passage, which I totally didn't understand at all. Did a pretty decent AQ in my opinion, longest I ever wrote for it too.

Geog
Epic failure. 'Nuff said.

Chinese
I like my compo. Heh, and the MCQ was easy. But the cloze passage had some damn chim words which I have NEVER seen before. Just anyhow whack. Pray it's right. Yup, potential A, and currently my best hope for an A. But it's not counted for Promos, which sucks.

Physics
I guess mugging really hard really does pay off. Potential B, like omg. Pretty okay paper.

Maths
SLIIIIIM chance of A, and it's my pet subject. ): I didn't even know there was a system of linear equation for it. LOL. Kinda pathetic. Oh well. And I messed up at some parts. There goes my marks.

Chem
Ultimate screw up. ARGH. Can't stand it, I make all the dumb mistakes for Chem. O's like that, now also like that. If I get a B, it's a miracle. ZZZZ.

End of overview.

Didn't hang out with the class after Promos, went home. Then met Mum at Toa Payoh, for Sizzler. YUM. Nice steak, ribs okay, the salad bar is O_O, and I like their soup man. My only meal for the day. Lucky I didn't get gastric waiting for it. Could feel it building up.

Came back, played DS, DOTA-ed 2 matches, got damn irritated in between, attempted to read fanfic, didn't work, played Audi, got even more irritated, and now blogging this. Ugh. Stupid stupid stupid.

More dumb moves, more dumb mistakes, resulting of let down of myself AGAIN. Stupid self letting expectations get up AGAIN. I need to NOT have expectations. It's dumb, stupid, and useless to get my hopes up. Nothing will come out of it.

Self-reminder: Whack self on head. FOR ALL THE DUMB MISTAKES.

Tomorrow: Wake up late, eat lunch, do stuff in between, prepare to go Kyaw's house. FINALLY. Maybe I can go whack Lim more. LOL. Can like finally go over, and just hang out. Haven't seen them in ages. Kay, no expectations. Might get let down again.